HAIX...
STRESSSSSSSSSSSSED OUT..
deres like so many hws dateline la..
although more time r given t complete assignments..
its still not enough.
deres like just too much hws!
and den come here trying t release my stress on recent events..
i WILL forget those things man..
but its so hard..
coz linkage back t previous events r done..
y? nth btr t do..
wan find trouble..
is like im NOTHING..
so finding me prob no trill one..
i only noe how t sense tok budden some ppl just dont understand wat im saying..
sometimes..
is it too hard t understand or too fast?
i dont noe..
my frens always say when i piss off i tok t fast..
dey cant understand..
well tts e purpose..
so e person dont actually catch my words so wont haf arguements..
budden sometimes cant..
my fren sometimes wan noe wat happened tts y i pissed off.
which is so hard too..coz angry..auto for me t speak fast..
budden its harder for me t even voice out now..
coz atmosphere seems wrong too so nva says..
sai la..damn unable t tok..
den now depnding on my blog n ppl come n sa ye?
wei shen me?
ur life not interesting dont add on t my " so interesting " life la plz..
x.x
now gt serious jian wang zheng..
will like forget stuffs..
even chinese words so easy one oso will write wrong..
put my wallet dere cn forget t take until reminded..
meidcation oso forget t take..which i cant b bothered..
just scared tt if nva recover..e syf audition will fail n unable t participate in syf..
so how stress?
vry stress..
how much is bcoz of sch? 80%..
home? 20%
>> daddy wan me t clean my rm everytime..
okays plz its my rm..
MY RM..its my biss wat i put in dere..
how i put in dere..
i feel ok cn le..
since its not ur rm oso..x.x
argue wif my mei..budden happy now she is in camp..
worried her leg cnt tahan den fall damn ill..
if u see her kana worst illness b4..
u will cry..lie in bed like tt time i fever cnt move at all..
body cn cook egg..hahas..
ltr she kana tt fever agn..co of wounds which is so possible..den idk how much more stress i will feel..
ltr its more den 100%
mayb i cn tahan tt n survive more den 100% n take below 200%..
mayb i will still survive as much..
so tmr shall go catch a movie?
time t chill..
a lil..
its just first term n i felt damn fcked up..
moodswing really like a swing..non-stop..
trying my best t b happy alrdy my frens..
but still just cant yet..
give me some more time..
i will b back t my siao mode..
n not shot until a siao mode like kana drug..
like too overboard..
which was wat i nearly suffered during tis tues..
budden lucky my mind work still ok..
nva really collapsed back dead mode after a split of a second..
subside e feverish mode a few mins..
at least i did it in few mins..
if not ltr i really look like crazy..
i dont wanna split up..
so if i really in a state o0f spliting up..
leave me along..let me chill..let me release i cn..i will back t normal asap..
n nva comment or ask too much..
which is wat i really will appreciates now wif CT coming so near..
well 14th feb coming so will it b a cool day?
decided t haf girls' party day out..
budden donno if i'll b able t produce tt subtle amount of joy tt i used last time tt influence others.. ike my laughter.. ?
hahahahs..
hope i will have enough high in me tt cn make tt day happy for me as well as others..
yup..its late..
gotta slp rite?
yes i shall go n slp..
haix..x.x