lyrics of 画心. .
作曲：藤原育郎
作词：陈少琪
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看不穿 是你失落的魂魄
猜不透 是你瞳孔的颜色
一阵风 一场梦
爱如生命般莫测 (*爱是生命般莫测)
你的心 到底被什么蛊惑

# 你的轮廓在黑夜之中淹没
看桃花 开出怎样的结果
看着你 抱着我
目光似月色寂寞 (*#目光比月色寂寞)
就让你 在别人怀里快乐

爱着你 像心跳难触摸
画着你 画不出你的骨骼
记着你的脸色
是我等你的执着 #

你是我 一首唱不完的歌
*Repeat * , #

我的心 只愿为你而割舍 HIE!~
well i think i shud b addicted to blogging le.. (:
budden its a gd thing rite?!
hahas..
anw ignore tt super idiotic post if u cn..
coz im btr now.. :D

anw ytd straight aft sch went to seoul garden wif a bunch of ppl..
weiling, terry, lishyan, wendy n yunxin! ((:
e grp tt i usually b wif u noe?
tt cheer me up alrighty! :D
OH.. n tis muz include my jiejie!! >>ANGELINE!
BUTT she pangseh us to go warehouse!
I SUPPOSE she wanna married le i guess so go shop for funitures..
HAHAS..
acutally i oso donno wat usually a warehouse contains u noe? =xx
so we were like eating mad!
YING CHEN U NOE?
stuffinG n stuffing..
but inbetween alot of comedies happened la!
like ls eat de zhi tai make wendy @.@"
n weiling..
complain hungry den everybody stuff her wif food..
not everybody la..
terry n xinxin..
coz we got 2 diff soup base..
one chinese herbal one tomyam..
me ls n wendy e chi one den e rest u noe tomyam..hahhas
anw damn full..x.x
den coz me xin n wendy got CHOIR~~ ltr so we left early.. x.x
den ltr while we were gg back..we stink of cooking oil smell!
so we travelled back to xinxin's hse hu gave us a free bathe n lend me a tee..
hahas..its in e washing machine now doh..
i think my mama forget to press e "spin" button..
well! nvm..hahas..=xx
so ltr sang in choir n haf e usual fun wif my choirmates! ((:
den went home blablah..
den do all those home craps..blablah..
den noe at home here early in e morning to post agn! xD

anw well my hp is finally so deadly quiet tt i donno y i cn get use to it..
usually its flooded wif msgs..
now im actually playing e game tirta sent me so i wont pangseh my hp..
hahas..
i was in e mist of finding a new blogskins btw..
www.blogskins.com doesnt supply me wif e skin i wanted!
AWW..so sad..hahas..
but in e time being..i noe u all dont mind..
bear wif my old skin kaes?
coz i noe..if i got blog..wat could b worst?
dead blog wont b nice no matter wat rite?
anw..its nice weather tdy..COLD..
just same tt paint my feeling now..
cold..but not dead yet..
but its warming in e mist of appreciating every moment spent wif my frens..
i always feels tt when e sky is crying, it somehow is reflecting wat im feeling currently..
or wat i really is feeling deep within..
do u noe tt when i was young, i got tis bell tt i got frm my mum as a gift..
i always thought a sort of dragon live within..
n whenever i was sad..
i always imagine myself communicating wif it n sending it to e sky..
praying..sorta to e mighty sky above wat i wish wud happen..
n guess wat..whenever i think abt it very hard..it wud happen?
not materialistic stuffs..
instead e weather..
n i tot i cn control tt..
HAHS..well..childish rite?
i rmbed tt time i was scolded n beaten by my dad..
coz i lied to him..my first lie..abt whr all e food gone to..
of course i cant finish so i secretly throw it away..
but was found u noe e bag of food..
coz u noe as a kid? how cn u throw rubbish dwn a rubbish bin when u cant even reach e mouth..
i told him ive ate finished..
ya co he noe truth n knew i was lying..he beat me..
i was pretty sad..so i took e bell n wish mama was here coz mama went to work..
n i cried of course..kids..wat cn u do?
den i ask e "dragon" to find my mum..
n tts so qiao, my mum called..n i quickly went to pick up n hide in my rm..
i complain to my mum of course but she reprimanded me too..
she promised to bring me to eat french fries(my fave) to cheer me up..
hahs..i still rmb..coz tts e first lie i told..
n after tt..i learnt but repeatation still will occur..
hahas..n e sky is crying now..
i wonder why..
is it another child somewhr is feeling sad too?
n e bell..i lost it..
i think it was thrown away coz it turns rusty wif e days tt pass..
hahas..well another story shared..
well gotta go prepare for a lan trip tt was planned..
((: so long ppl..take cares.. :D anw i pon sch tdy!
hahahahahahas..
on9 now early in e morning to blog!
hahas..
angeline n yunxin on9 n chat wif me..
feel so alright..
lastlast night dream of me being killed n robbed..
wat an idotic dream..agn! hahas..
n angeline is mad!
she is mad..hahas..
at least btr den she kip eting bread rite!
lols..
wow tired but i cant fall aslp!
i think if slp agn i'll get another idiotic dream..

anw tis few days been occupied by..alot of activities!
hahas..
tdy got a drink tea program..
too boring so i decided to pon..
although theres fun somewat..
hahas..
n tis few days been bothered by an unknown guy..
hes totally a give-u-a-serious-creep guy..
really..erm..disgusting..
hahas..but its ended when i said "ur not my type of tea" :D
anw ytdytd me n ls pasted a pussycat dolls poster in e classrm..hahas..
all thanks to angeline :D
anw ytd me, angel, ls, xinxin, wendy n arthus went out..
e arthus is wendy's fren..hahas..
we ate at cafe cartel..YET AGN!
hahas..
free flow cread rules my socks :D
den me xin n angel n ls shared a table n made wendy n arthus eat tgt..HAHAS..
e guy is shorter den her la..
still say he same height as her..
den ming is cheating her feeling!
how could he!
hahas..
*YAWN* bored..
so somewat i shall end like tis..hahahahahas..x.x im sadd agn..
tis time ive not e slightest idea why.
I DONT WANNA MOOD SWING..
NONO I DONT.....
but why?
why m i feeling so heartbroken?
i just donno whye..
its like why wud i feel tis way for NORTHING?
so its like its kinda like mood swing ya..
BUT WHYE?
i dont wan to haf tt..
i wan to b e siao zha bor i used to b..
simple easy n fun..
to not haf so many..i donno wat hell gg on in my head..
i wanna CRY..u noe cry n cry..
until i feel happy n relived..
but my body dont wan me to..
i guessed im not used to e type of crying easily sort..
my body is adapted to my craziness le..hahs?
not so easily to adjust i think..
hahas.. ._.
but its a gd thing!
n at least i haf my frens..those siao zha bors n siao zha gongs..
to kip me gg alright! :D
i think tis time e mood swing come at such a WRONG time..
its after exams man..
cant u just leave me alone?
let me chill n haf e fun ive planned for so long?
n its getting pretty serious i think..
e mood swing maythm..
i dreamt of suiciding last night..
car crash on a taxi n i survived but i jumped dwn a building in e end..
i donno y..
I DONNO! :(
but rest assure im not so dumb to end my life (:
mayb its got sth to do wif e show i watch last sat..
Ab-normal beauty..
hahas..n of course me being an art student!
tt show got art works hahas s mayb yup..x.x
wat an idiotic dream rite?
n i finally understand tt..
ur not e one.. :D
ya i think so..
i hate ppl agn n agn somewat promised me n ltr brk e promises..
i think nearly everybody hate tt too..
n i hate being lied to..
if i toy ppl..ur nt one to mess wif me too or toy wif me.. (;
so well..
i need to do more reflection on tis thing..
n i think me hiding tis explosion of mood swing tts is getting so serious..
is gg to make me faint..
seriously n make me lie in bed on an endless coma..x.x
n i cant breathe..i need to breathe..
n i think i gg mad..
e more i try to cover tis explosion..
e more its consuming me..
i cant take it so anymore..
I_WAN_TO_CRY..
plz body let me do so .. ..
let me at least release cn?
i wan to release..
its really getting so hard to breathe..
e more i dont care.. e more i try to cheer up n b happy..
e more i think my world is ending..
n e more i think im a fool..
n e more i think im comsume by tis feeling of end-of-my-world..
comsume by tis black hole..
i really wish to slp forever too..
i cant i just cant..
n yunxin seem scared by me ytd?
coz she said "tis is e first time i went out wif u n u emo"..
is it so serious? i wanted u all to think im acting u noe..
even its somewat real..
i dont wan to b labeled e "emo" girl..
i dont wan to....
i actually wanted to release tis on a piece of paper..
but i still prefered typing out..
writing is so waste of time..
waste of my energy..
huever came to chance upon tis blog n noe me..
plz dont think ive changed..im not..
im trying to not to change..
n i nva..
im still crazy..mad..for now..
i donno when tis will explode..
but if it does..plz dont leave me alone..
i wanted to chill but i dont wan to b left alone..
im scared to b alone..somehow i m..now..finally..
is it sth to b glad abt? i donno..yet agn..i donno
if i really rant my anger on anyone..plz forgive me..
im trying to b super forgetful n super hyper..
so as to surpress tis..
if i failed in doing so..n over do all tis things..
dont care me..
just tt too much happen in my family n my life..
i of course cant give u e details..
its too private..
i think no one will noe exactly e full story yet..
dont even push me to confide yup..
i'll confide if i haf to..
but for now..
tis is wat im so busily occupied in..
pardon for spelling errors..
n pardon me for wasting ur time if ur reading tis......
SMILES,
:D OKAYS!
ive discovered whye my papa said those things...
ALL THANKS TO MY BELOVED MEIMEI!
ZZZ..she say wrong thing den i discovered..
so well thanks ah meimei u so gd sia i nva knew..-.-"

okays..
its just same old boring weekends..x.x
i wish to just lay dead in bed n wake up when its holidays.. ._."
anw OKTO is on now!
its on channel 11 on my dumbass tv..=xx
but its alright..at least i cn find e channel? hahas.
anw its just like another kids central somewat..
just its packed wif more cartoons n shows n tis time throughout e day..
l0ls im promoting e channel so proud of myself..haha..@.@
n wats more e show is pretty funny..HAHAS..xD
interesting..l0ls..
okays nvm im flying off to watch it i suppose..
a weridwerid show is gg to b on air ltr at 10..
cant miss it..HAHAS.. :D
so ciao ppl n as long as i nva post~
TAKKAIRES! :D

ps. im trying to understand how ppl type tis way like "takkaires" yup..HAHAS xD sadden..totally..
i donno wats wrong wif my dad tdy..
he suddenly doubted me way too much..
den totally no mood after a sorta lecture.. ._.
hiding in rm n read joy's cornicles of narnia..x.x
den i haf e childish thought of wishing im a queen :D
hahahahas..nvm im lame..
den i start to explore all those games tt tirta sent me ytd..
FUN! hahas..so thanks tatasauce! :D

okays anw tdy was Mr Foong's BDAY!
hahahas..
we bought a mango cake for him..
kinda small but its e thought tt counts ((:
hes 31 tis yr muz rmb!
n haven marry~~
tsktsk muz help him matchmake someday..HAHAS..
tts make we a matchmaker!
budden i wanna b jie shen po; mid wife i think!
hahahahahahas..
den we bring e cake out..
den he candles like dong wai xi dao..HAHAS..
n he donno we noe his age~ den he was like saying we noe through looking at his nric....
LIKE HOW CAN WE RITE?
if he nva let us see in e first place..x.x
anw sat is layling bday n sun is saras..if im not wrong..x.x
bought CHOCOLATES for layling n a NECKLACE for saras..hahas..
den mr foong say e cake should b shared among dem too, so it cut into 6pieces..
each birthday dudes got 1 each n e left ones are shared among each sections..x.x
COOL HAR..
actually it ended up i eating my section d cake coz dey dont wan to eat..
saddening..hahahs..
i bought e cake de lehs! hahahahas..
anw mr foong ate n he said its nice! :D
ate until whole mouth got cream! hahahahas..xD
den ltr haf a mini cake creamy fight! l0ls..cream on ppl's face..xD
den ltr went home..
went wif xinxin to hougang pt coz she cant go other place wif me to makan..T.T
den i ate MIANXIAN TANG! yummy! :D
den toktok abit lo den went home..
yup so wheni reached home tts when e sorta "sense tok" start..
ya i noe i flung my subjects.
ya i noe nxt yr o levels.
ya i noe i tis yr L1R5 sure higher den sec2s.
ya i noe ive have not been studying which i did but he dont believe so its a ya.
n lots more la..but i dont wanna think le..
he say until like a may..like how to say?
run away frm home..
n i told him i wont..WONT..do anything bad as one may refer to,
like robbing, stealing, killing, fighting, drug addictions . etc.
coz he ltr said u wan do wat i oso wont ask u come back..
so its give me e idea to confirm wat ive thought to wat he is thinking too.
okays, nvmm..i gotta goooooooooo~~~~~~~~
so..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MR FOONG!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SARAS!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY LAYLING!
:DDDDDDD