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♥PROFILE
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JESSICA a.k.a ZHENzhen ((:
27/2 is e date tt i'll get old each time..x.x
BWSS is my sch n CHOIR is my life! COZ I LOVE T SING!! :D
MY craves for WATERMELONS n TIGGEROOS.. nva ends
if im sad, give me any of e craves or a mug of choco milk..i may just hug u n say "aww man i love u!" >.<
i cant live wifout spicy food stuffs..
lastly get prawns out of my side! :D
add me in msn or friendster respectively! :D
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♥DARLINKS

bwssCHOIR ((:
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PAL5'08 :D
Angeline :D
Benjermin (:
Celestine (:
Cindy (:
Dianna (:
Gina (: GuoWei (:
Marissa (:
MEImei (:
Jamie (:
Jiahui (:
Jessie (:
joy (:
Rachel (:
RuoQi :D
Sammy (:
Shaun (:
ShiJia (:
Tirta :D
VivienOng (:
Wendy :D
YunXin :D
ZhiYong (:
ZiEn (:
ZiQi (:

♥TAG
cbox is currently dead..sorting things out..xD

ITS NEW YEAR BABY! -.-
Wednesday, December 31, 2008
11:38 PM
okays its new year..
budden i dont feel anything new..
idk y..
just..it feels sucky..
n e countdown party e ppl sing like super nan ting la!
haix..x.x
update my blog soon k?
i try..x.x
I WANNA PUT PHOTOS BUDDEN TOO LAZY!=X
Monday, December 22, 2008
9:47 PM
AWW MAN..
IM SRY FOR POSTING NOW..
N SRY FOR TIS SO LATE POST..
ANW I WANNA THANK WENDY FOR E XMAS TIGGEROO KEYCHAN! ;D
its late t say tis too!
she gave me during batam! Geez thank girl! ;D
anw i decided t post coz i wanna share tis highness wif u all..
I GG FAREWELL AT EAST COAST TMR WIF MADMAD CHOIR PEEPS! HAAHA!
N IM PRACTICALLY EVERYTIME LAUGHING T MY COM..
EVERYTIME I ON9!

COZ ANGEL WILL B DERE OMGWTF-ING N I WTFBBQ-ING..HAAA
so anw i bought a heels u noe!
my mum say i need t train! T_T
i told mrs nair tdy during e meeting..
den she said y need t train..
unless vry chu lu..T.T
HAHAs..
budden hu caressssss..=xx
n i love my pals!
n i practically forget wat i gg t type alrdy!
anw just..
bloodyhell photos i'll see how..x.x
anw im gg t haf a GREAT TIME 2mr n im sure gg t miss those tt will miss outta e fun..=/
I GG DO PRANKS BTW..EVERYONE..BEWARE~ XD
so long tc~
i gg do yx quiz agn i think..haix..@_@
ciao~
AHHHHHHHHHHHH..=X
Thursday, December 18, 2008
12:58 PM
OKAYS~ IM GG OUT AGN IN 5MINS TIME!
HAHAHAHAS..
I'LL COME BACK T POST ASAP..
N LINK PPL UP TOOOOOO!
HAHAS..
JUST RDMLY DECIDED T POST A SHORT POST..
YA I DONNO WAT E CRAP I TOKING..
SO YA..
I GG OUT T WATCH BOLTTTTT!! V^^
WIF MY CLIQUE!
WEILING,ANGEL N LS!
HAHAHAAHS..
OKAYS..
BBYES! ;D
BLOATED N BUSTING SOOON..x.x
Sunday, December 14, 2008
8:24 PM
HAHAHAHAHAHAS..
im BACK~ t post agn! ((:
anw tdy went out wif angel! my another darling angel!
hahahahhas..
we slack n chilled at amk's pizza hut..
ordered damn alot of foood..
both of us got soup of e day, lemon tea, choco cake n spaggettie..criss cross fries too..
PAISEH i donno how t spell e noodles lehs..
dont bother too..hahas
anw was damn bloated till now!!
i gotta sorta eat my dinner too coz i nva told my dad how full i was..
n he cooked..
eeeek BLEHX puipui..
VERY ZHANG LA! T_T
nvm hahas..
just tt ltr i will haf a damn bloodyhell long shyting session..=/
LOLS..
anw catch up times wif angel n wow we really seem t miss alot of things..
hahas..
we sorta make an agreement t study tgt when sch reopens..
hmms gd rite?! :D
i tod her wat happen recently..yup..
hahas..
n e bloodyhell madness situation im current in..=x
actually its nth tt big a deal too..hahas..
PUKE..i really wanna puke..
ARGH! plz dont bcoz of tdy meal n start t go against food STOMACH! =x
hahas..
n me n angel discovered how we saw tis yr life in another view..
e ppl we mix wif..
wat exactly did we feel..
cool man..
n i realised frens are not abt gossips den we cn survive..
n we shudnt n no need t fight over each other t lead e clique..
its wrong..we need t consider every1's vew n choice..
den make a decision..
it may seem t take up a lil more time..
budden eventually we cn do tis alot faster..
n learn how t give n take at e same time..hahas..
den we cn archieve more out of e frens we wan..yup..
well i really think a lil too much rite?!
budden tt shudnt b blamed!
pisces are liddat..((:
wonders arnd t space suddenly n subconsiously..
i learn t get use t tt..
n its a nice feeling t get out of sth confusing n haf a mind resting period..((:
budden not gd if u trying t listen n learn in class..
hahas so im controling tis "power" i haf man! :D
anw holidays are meant for us t enjoy budden we are just flooded wif tons n piles n piles of endless hws..
why?!
i noe we're in singapore..competition alot..
life is hard here..
budden in some other countries..
life is even harder..
budden dey get t enjoy it in a carefree way n well appreciates e natural or surroundings/environments..
y cant Singapore do so too?
is it even tt hard..
cn we just move at a slower pace..
a lil slower mayb much appreciated @_@
i noe we're a small country..
if we dont fight for a place in tis big society outside..
out country is nth..
budden we did lots n its already very enough..
deres no need t u noe..add in more n more pressure..
n in e end we kids are e ones suffering..
tts too selfish man..
too..
SO WHAT RITE?!
just let us relax la..
-.= holidays still..haixhaix..
okays shoosh i forget wat i wanna say liaos..
budden tts my piece for tdy on e ENDLESS NVA ENDING HW LOADS..
well den..so long n bbyes..
tdy weather is vry gd..
COLD..just i wanted t haf..t chill my heart dwn..HAHS..
tdy slp shud b a plesant one..
plz i dont wanna another nightmare..@_@
CIAO PPL~ ;D
SIANNED
Saturday, December 13, 2008
4:47 PM
hahas..
listening t tirta's advice..
I DECICDED T BLOG..
n t ruiting's advice..
IM WATCHING VAMPIRE KNIGHT LTR!
its anime..
anw hahas..
e committee meeting was serious enough..
which ltr lead t mass conver broke out agn..xD
hahas..so funny..
tok alot of craps..
like jinghan hugging zhiyong every night..
marissa wif zz n kelvin..
got alot of triangle love..HAHAS.
btr dont say ltr i kana say n attacked..
anw i was saying i very high at e conver..
den zhiyong say i ate ecstasy..
im like no need ecstasy la..
i auto one ppl very dumb la go buy..
ask me go tok t dem cn liaos..
den i say cnt say ltr dey kidnapp me..
den xinxin was saying hu wan t kidnap me sia..
den ruiting say dey donno ma ma..
so wan t high ask me along ok..
drugs no use..
waste money n endanger ur life..
haix..
anw its only provided ur in choir n a fren i feel comfortable wif..
if not its hard for me t go real high or mad..xD
hahas..nth t write..
just feeling ULTIMATE SIAN..
ppl tok t me cn?!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! X.X
fainting! xD
hahas anw i feel tt my current blog is so alive now..
rarely so alive..xD
n i'll like t thank ppl agn for e most enjoyable time i spent in batam..
n i wanna delicate songs for my angel n mortal! ;D

TO MY ANGEL ; CHENHUI :

Natasha Bedingfield - Angel.mp3 -

TO MY MORTAL ; LIYANA :

pocket full of sunshine - Natasha Bedingfield

e song all natasha bedingfield one! x333
like e angel u shud understand..
pocketful of sunshine is i hope my mortal dont feel stress..
i'll take u away! hahas..xD
okays..so long tc! ;D
BLOODY QUIZ!
Friday, December 12, 2008
1:36 PM
-Tag 8 people to do this quiz.
Those that are tagged cannot refuse.-
Continue this game by tagging 8 other people.

meimei
angline
celestine
jiahui
ruoqi
dianna
ziqi
zhiyong
(P.S its just rdm ppl yup :D )

1. What have you been doing recently?
S-I-N-G-I-N-G~

2. Do you ever turn your cell phone off?
NOPE! unless i dont feel like receiving ppl's call or msgs till ltr on..x.x

3. What happened at 10am today?
i was using my com..n surfing e net..

4. When did you last cry?
err..cn i dont say abt tis?
its quite long ago la..treat it tt way :D

5. Believe in fate/destiny?
yes.

6. What do you need in your life now?
ppl t noe wats really in me den wat i show.

7. Do you carry an umbrella when it rains or put up your hood?
if i gt a hood i'll put up e hood..if not i'll w8 for e rain t b smaller n rush t e place im gg..
n provided im not wearing some clothings tt go transparent when in contact wif water..
umbrella is so troublesome..x.x

8. What's your favourite thing to do on the bed?
SLEEEEEEEEEP n texting ppl n listening t music n sing wif it.. :D

9. What bottoms are you wearing now?
shorts. (:

10. What's the nicest things in your inbox?
EVERYTHING.

11. Do you tend to make the relationship complicated?
NO. if im in one..i'll brkfree frm tt..x.x

12. Are you wearing anything borrowed from anyone?
NO. -.-

13. What was the last movie you caught?
Wild Child! wif committee((:

14. What are you proud of?
im proud of being just hu im..

15. What does the oldest text message in your inbox say?
choir farewell thingy..=x

16. What was the last song you sang out loud?
UNWRITTEN BY NATASHA BEDINGFIELD! :D

17. Do you have any nicknames?
alot..i think so la..xD

18.What does the newest text say?
"Orh. Lols. So you tdy gg out?" <<><

23. Who did you talk on the phone last night?
LAST NIGHT..none..((;

24. Is something bugging you now?
YEAH TOTALLY..@_@

25. Who was the last person to make you laugh?
ERR..zhiyong n ziqi i think..
ytd msn on e remix of dancing song..HAHAS..xD
BATAM ; LAUGHS
1:00 PM
hellos ppl!
im back frm batam! :D
omgosh e time dere is soooooo enjoyable..
i really dont noe how t tell u all..xD
its like although its just 4days, it seem much like a 7days trip to me..
i rarely have things planned out for me..
so it felt different t haf everything planned..including e dinner times..for me..
yeah i skipped my lunch agn so u noe wat i mean? xD
im currently eating e cup noodles tt cost $3 singapore money tt i bought at e hotel..x.x
wow rite?
n e cerel..planning t finish it..
anw first nite e performances by our sch is reasonable nice..budden..
u noe deres still mistake somewhr..haix..
last nite syf presentation was not bad..
dancing song was fun..
kishu..well bloodyhell really sucks..
n i really lose my voice on those high notes..@_@
anw tt was tt..
i learnt alot..alot through e trip..
how u shud subconsciously drop ur jaw t lower ur dnno wat rings so u wont tend t go sharp..
well tts my prob..
im a blaster sharper..x.x
okays nvm if u dont understand i do cn liaos..
hahas..
n as u cn see i changed blogskin! :D
is it nice? i bet it is!
n i now noe how much im ADDICTED t TIGGEROOS agn..
aww wendy thanks for e tiggeroo christmas gift!
i owe u one! :D
n e watermelons at batam is e best..
i dont think anything else shud b famous apart frm e watermelons..
if only i cn carry one home..xD
now im alone at home agn..T_T
tis time even my dad tt is slping just not long ago went out..
oh well..
i need t b like xinxin t get use t my parents not usually at home..
budden tt wont turn me into a bad girl tt wanders t streets or alleys..=x
im so kua zhang..
budden i cant help it i just..watever shyt ran through my mind..
i type watever shyt..
AND I WANTU COMPLAIN!
e shopping trip is NOT ENOUGH!!
i got 30 sing dollars t rupiah money..
n i haven finished it all..
aww..its just $30 budden i bought alot of things! xD
i nva bought anything for my mortal n angel..n frens too..
well settle in singapore den! :D
anw i hate e hotel food..
i wish my mum cn boat dere n teach dem how t cook large servings of rice n let it taste nice..
e dishes too..
my mum chicken rice smell so nice la..
aww..
budden if i seasick..
i bet my mum too..sth got t do wif genes..
tts wat i think..
anw i cant believe my angel is Chenhui..my roommates sia!
hahas..my mortal is liyana n she so cute..
she really donno its me hu is her angel..hahas..
n marissa was saying.."wow tis angel finially cn kip quiet ah.."
so..-.= budden nvm! :D
anw after e last nite concert or sth liddat..
we went t singapura rm..
den cher were taking pics..
den im thinking of taking a pic wif my shoes up..
den cher was serious of taking it! ohmy! xD
den abit of blablah thing goes on in e end i took a photo wif e shoes..hahas..
it was just plain enjoyable fun..><
ohh shud i mention e tour guide/ leader?
well he irritates me laaa..x.x
even gang up wif e choir oso..
let me see..
on e ironing of gown..
i was saying if its a big zouzou just pull e skirt straight while wearing n iron lo..xD
den i say e sch skirt i did tt..
den he got say den how u iron below..
pull straight n iron inside ah..
im like..-.=
hu will iron behind?!
sit zou liaos hu cares?
lucky celestine is at my side..HAHAS.. :D
ya..everything was.....
JOYOUS..!
i love e stay dere..well hell cancel e boat ride..
y not build a cable car n connect sing t dere..
i think its fun too..xD
i miss jumping on e beds too..
i miss kip *dingdong* ing ppl's rm..xD
i miss..aww EVERYTHING..
EXCEPT E BLOODYHELL ASS BOAT RIDE! =X
okays ciao ppl i end here! :D
e xinxin just got 2 more quizzes for me t scan through..
aww spare me man! >.<
QUIZZES
Saturday, December 6, 2008
9:00 PM

TIS IS E BLOODY HELL TEST I COPY UNTIL @_@
ITS A PAIN IN E ASS T SHIFT+ENTER AGN E QS..BUDDEN IM GG T DO T PROVE IM NOT SO TT LAZY AN ASS..XD
_____________________________________________

Who's the person that tagged you?
YUNXIN & CINDY! :D

Relationship between you and her/him?
xinxin > my great pal, choir mate, blahblah sorta thing..XD
cindy > my pal5 new found goody-gd-dancer fren.. :D
P.S im a sucker at dancing..x.x

Three impressions of her and him?
xinxin > erm anything u cn think of..low n high girl at times..xD which is gd yea..x.x
cindy > as i say i stunning goody gd dancer! :D which is gd too yeah..x.x

If she/he becomes your enemy, you will?
CRY. so simple..of course n find out e bloody reasons WHY..
coz being a gd girl..=xx I WILL NOT MAKE ENEMY..i hope...

What will you say to the person you like very much?
wat wud i say? RDM CRAP ASS SHYT..i oso donno wat i usually said if i do like tt person..

Characteristic i like about myself?
OH..erhem..i gg t make a list..my hair, my voice, my... ... ... ... XDD
HAHAHAHAHAS..im learning t self appreciates stuffs n let natural takes it course..

Characteristic i hate about myself?
I HATE BEING NOT ZI AI..
n i hate being a lazybum ass in my parents' face n a super spendthrift..
budden tts not i cn control..budden im trying ppl!! xD

For the person whom you hate, you say?
YA KNOW..i kinda hate u..
n list out e reasons y i hate tt person..
n hope he listens n do sth abt it..
not tt im perfect or anyting..
n tts if i got e chance t tell straight t tt person! :D

What do people feel about you?
IDK..how wud i noe?
ohh my "mama" say im a easily fustrated sort..
n i noe..bless my meimei for tis! ARGH! @_@

Your crush?
if ur talking abt celebrity sorta crush..i think i got a few..
n idk wat u trying t mean btw..x.x

Pass this to 10 people.
1. meimei
2. Angeline
3. ZiEn
4. Jamie
5. ShiJia
6. Joy
7. RuoQI
8. Rachel
9. Diana
10. Jiahui

If 5 & 7 were together?
WOO..mayb a bombblast thingy..
u noe like powerpuff girls..professor u put all those stuffs PLUS chemical X!
n agn idk wat u mean by tgt..as fren or wat?
as fren..WHEEE..as e "or wat" i'll faint n try t accept e fact..x.x

What colour does 9 like?
i think she likes coloue alright..budden e exact colour..IM NOT SURE..
im guessing its black :D

Say something about 8:
OHH..a young galgal hu is tanned in a pretty way n cute + nice in another way..
tts just..MAYB SHE GOT ANOTHER SIDE..hahas..xD kidding yeah! :D

Who is 2?
ur saying 2? 2?! hahas she a pain in e ass budden i like her..
nice fren..a kinds gd pal..JUST ABIT..t her : DONT B SO SIANN N EMO LAAA! :D

Talk about 3:
3..hmms..a pal4 fren hu haf same prob as me : cant skate/cycle..
BUDDEN its so not a BIG DEAL YEAH! :D plz dont mind i say out! =x

Who is 10's best friend?
HOHO..caiqinn << siaozhabor..xD

Who's the sexiest among all 10?
eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee..ur not asking me t try n sell dem r u..HAHAHS..jkjk
dey r alll "WHEEWHEE" in some guys' eyes ((:

What colour does 4 like?
SHE AH..hmms im guessing its all colours..budden exactly which..idk too..x.x

Is 4 single?
OHH..she is currently SINGLE..

Your relationship with 1?
SISTERS..n i mean real sis..
N SHE E REAL PAIN IN E ASS..
im always driven mad n gg t burst all my viens like transformers transforming t another thing.. n i wan t b a monster n chew her head off..TTS WHEN IN REALLY PISS..hahas..xD

Are 5 & 6 best friends?
i think not..budden its gd if dey r :D

9's surname?
SHYT..shes my vry darling junoir BUDDEN yeah i forget..x.x

7's nickname?
OHH SHE..u wan me t list?
U WAN ME T?!
okays..actually i aint got e slightest idea wats her nickname..
budden im putting a warning sign on her..
she IS a potentially dangerous SIAO ZHA BOR..hahahs..
KIDDING MAM! :D

Say something to 8.
YOZ RACHEL! :D

Say something to help 9.
help 9 in wat?! anw TAKE CARES U ROCKS!! :D

Who does 1 admire?
ERM..TORVIC! :D pronouce it n switch e word arnd..xD

Where does 1 live?
OH SHE LEAVES JUST RITEEEEEEE BESIDE ME..
my hse DUH~~ xD

10 of them know who you like?
no? i dont think im liking anybody at all! SWWEEEEET SINGLE~! :D

Say something to 6 when you see him/her.
HI JOY! u noe ur cool.. :D

10's spouse?
wats spouse? if its a wife..HELL NO? shes a WOMAN!
budden she got a fake one..a fren i think :DD
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OKAYS IM FINISHED.. :D
im gg t tag those ppl when im back frm batam t do e quiz..
coz now..
im gg t log off..
n den let me dajie use e com..
n pack e batam thingy agn..
n STARE INTO SPACE..
den get my bloody hell slp..xD
ohh..if u find ur name here..
just do e quiz will ya! thanks!
save me alot BIG TIME TROUBLE! :DD
TC PPL! IM BACK ON WED~~ :DD

HAIX..
8:19 PM
WELL PPL IM BACK!
u noe just t say..
im bloody hell gg t BATAM! :D
mayb i'll catch some bloody crap fish..
hahas..
anw just t wrap on sth abt my life...
I HAVE JUST FINISHED A STORYBK!!
*clap* *clap*..
IN RECORD TIME..1 day!!
*clap* *clap*
okays dont try t say it muz b some childish kiddish bk..
its sth like celebrity sort..
tis girl being his PA n sort..
anw n last few wks been busy on..
u noe wat..CHOIR stuffs la..
went for choir comm outing just recently..
i think its on monday..
hahas..
im seriously having STM..short-term-memory..
i forget t buy alot of stuffs for batam..@_@
so ya..SOME SAID I GOT TNM..totally-no-memory..
im like..u r a bloody hell arse in a kik as well..x.x
so 2mr im boating off in arnd 12 or 2 pm..
which i jolly well forgotten clean abt it..n dont bother t check it out..
OMGOSH..u noe im having tis werid dream of hooking up a CHS dude..
which is..*eww* in a sense tt u may gross out..
i think its bloody hell shyt got t do wif tt storybk i read in record time..x.x
okays i noe im flooding ur wif "bloody" all over e place..
BUDDEN u cant blame me agn..
im addicted t my old, dusty playstation game..
a sorta new game ya noe..
i played it at my baby cousin hse n fell in love wif it!
u no i trade tt game for 2 RICOLA swts? xD
he dont usually lends u noe..so touched..T_T
anw e game is like final fantasy sorta stuffs..
u noe i ditch tt electronic ass playstatin long ago budden bcoz of e game..
it see sunlight agn..i cn feel its happiness.. :DD
i noe it thinks im a GREAT owner..=xx
den deres tis girl in e game ya..shes VERY COOL..
she is so cute too wif alot of character..
n shes flooded me wif e word when she scold those chao enemies..in scolding bloody den blahblah..
so ya u noe! @_@
anw ya ive been slacking arnd for 2wks straight..
attending sch when i need t n do out..
like..spoiled brat..
anw u get e cash at least n tts alright..not quite a big deal t me.. :D
i bloody hell wanna a PSP i tell u..
budden i cant get one coz my BELOVED mum said I'LL SURE GET HOOKED..
ohwell..x.x
just need t count my bucks when i use dem now..xD
so yeah its tells me i got t had some work done when im back frm batam..
work done = ????..LOL XD
anw as i was saying..
like do some of my art n stuffs liddat..n haf a lil hw..n buy bks..
b a truly goody gd girl t my parents..
N I HOPE I DONT FAIL..
coz i bloody hell FAIL in doing so..
tts why u see my sicky english gg haywire..
gg t read some more bks t make it rite agn..I HOPE..
hahas..
n im like thinking..I NEED T SAVE UP MAN..
i wanna buy tis xtra big tigger which brks my..tis lil tiny heart..t use my money t buy it..
im a SUPER WASTE MONEY ASS RUOQI!
hahas..BUDDEN I GO FOR DISCOUNT!! WOOHOO~
im gg t link ppl up agn!!
omy..i suck at links too..
NO IN ORDER ABC PPL!!
hahas..first come first serve basic ass shyt..
okays...
i noe i got more things t say budddenn...
I FORGET!!
ohwell..xD
ITS QUIZ TIME BABY! :D