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JESSICA a.k.a ZHENzhen ((:
27/2 is e date tt i'll get old each time..x.x
BWSS is my sch n CHOIR is my life! COZ I LOVE T SING!! :D
MY craves for WATERMELONS n TIGGEROOS.. nva ends
if im sad, give me any of e craves or a mug of choco milk..i may just hug u n say "aww man i love u!" >.<
i cant live wifout spicy food stuffs..
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finallt decided t come blog agn!
Thursday, February 12, 2009
10:20 PM
HAIX...
STRESSSSSSSSSSSSED OUT..
deres like so many hws dateline la..
although more time r given t complete assignments..
its still not enough.
deres like just too much hws!
and den come here trying t release my stress on recent events..
i WILL forget those things man..
but its so hard..
coz linkage back t previous events r done..
y? nth btr t do..
wan find trouble..
is like im NOTHING..
so finding me prob no trill one..
i only noe how t sense tok budden some ppl just dont understand wat im saying..
sometimes..
is it too hard t understand or too fast?
i dont noe..
my frens always say when i piss off i tok t fast..
dey cant understand..
well tts e purpose..
so e person dont actually catch my words so wont haf arguements..
budden sometimes cant..
my fren sometimes wan noe wat happened tts y i pissed off.
which is so hard too..coz angry..auto for me t speak fast..
budden its harder for me t even voice out now..
coz atmosphere seems wrong too so nva says..
sai la..damn unable t tok..
den now depnding on my blog n ppl come n sa ye?
wei shen me?
ur life not interesting dont add on t my " so interesting " life la plz..
x.x
now gt serious jian wang zheng..
will like forget stuffs..
even chinese words so easy one oso will write wrong..
put my wallet dere cn forget t take until reminded..
meidcation oso forget t take..which i cant b bothered..
just scared tt if nva recover..e syf audition will fail n unable t participate in syf..
so how stress?
vry stress..
how much is bcoz of sch? 80%..
home? 20%
>> daddy wan me t clean my rm everytime..
okays plz its my rm..
MY RM..its my biss wat i put in dere..
how i put in dere..
i feel ok cn le..
since its not ur rm oso..x.x
argue wif my mei..budden happy now she is in camp..
worried her leg cnt tahan den fall damn ill..
if u see her kana worst illness b4..
u will cry..lie in bed like tt time i fever cnt move at all..
body cn cook egg..hahas..
ltr she kana tt fever agn..co of wounds which is so possible..den idk how much more stress i will feel..
ltr its more den 100%
mayb i cn tahan tt n survive more den 100% n take below 200%..
mayb i will still survive as much..
so tmr shall go catch a movie?
time t chill..
a lil..
its just first term n i felt damn fcked up..
moodswing really like a swing..non-stop..
trying my best t b happy alrdy my frens..
but still just cant yet..
give me some more time..
i will b back t my siao mode..
n not shot until a siao mode like kana drug..
like too overboard..
which was wat i nearly suffered during tis tues..
budden lucky my mind work still ok..
nva really collapsed back dead mode after a split of a second..
subside e feverish mode a few mins..
at least i did it in few mins..
if not ltr i really look like crazy..
i dont wanna split up..
so if i really in a state o0f spliting up..
leave me along..let me chill..let me release i cn..i will back t normal asap..
n nva comment or ask too much..
which is wat i really will appreciates now wif CT coming so near..
well 14th feb coming so will it b a cool day?
decided t haf girls' party day out..
budden donno if i'll b able t produce tt subtle amount of joy tt i used last time tt influence others.. ike my laughter.. ?
hahahahs..
hope i will have enough high in me tt cn make tt day happy for me as well as others..
yup..its late..
gotta slp rite?
yes i shall go n slp..
haix..x.x
=.=
9:48 PM
READ TIS :
THIS IS MY BLOG, ITS MY BISS WAT I RITE HERE..
U PAJIAO AH..
OR U STUPID UNTIL DONNO HOW T READ?
I NVA STATE HU..
I NVA SAY WHAT THING
OR ANYTHING U TOT IT IS..
READ PROPERLY..
NVA SAY U SO JIDONG FOR WAT..
FCKER..
WAN WRITE WRITE UR NAME LA..

OH AND TOO BAD..
U WRITE I DELETE LO..
I JUST FEEL CRAMP INSIDE RELEASE HERE CNT HAR?

ASSHOLE..
SEE PROPERLY..I NVA USE DUMB..
I NVA SAY E PERSON NAME..
SO Y UR SO FCKED UP?
PISS OFF LA..
ITS MY BISS WAT I WRITE HERE LA..
IF U ARGUE BACK TT MEANS UR GULITY..
N HU WILL B GUILTY OR WATSOEVER IF I SAID BACK?
U NOE HU..IDIOT..
I WONT B SAYING MYSELF IF I WRITE TIS OK..
AND ARENT U FINDIG DAIJI HERE?
MY BLOG LA..PLZ..
AT LEAST IM CIVILISED..
NVA GO HU EVER I THINK U R..UR BLOG N ACT AS PASSERBY..

WAN ARGUE OSO DONNO HOW T ARGUE BACK..
STILL SAY SO MUCH..
DONNO WHAT THING DEN SAYSAY..
DID I AIM AT A PARTICULAR PERSON?
NO..
DID I SAY E PERSON NAME OUT?
NO..CCB..N WAT U MEAN BY I BIG DEN WAT?
I GOT SAY I BIG DEN WAT MEH?
I NVA WHAT..
DEN SAY SO MUCH FOR WAT?
U THINK U VRY SMART T ARGUE BACK AH?
WHICH PROVES UR NOT COZ U ARGUE BACK..
PLZ LA TIS MY BLOG..
I CN JOLLY WELL DELETE TIS POST, UR MSGS AND EVERYTHING..
COZ ITS MY BLOG..
BU SHUANG COMPLAIN IN UR BLOG LA..=.=
N I NVA SAY PPL NAME OK I REPEAT AGN..
STILL SAY I DUMBER?
READ CAREFULLY B4 U REPLY LA..
DIIAOS..
WHATEVER U WRITE IN UR BLOG I OSO WONT CARE ONE..
SO Y BOTHER WHAT I WRITE HERE?
=.=..
U HAVE NTH T DO, NO LIFE..TTS UR PROB..
DONT COME N BOTHER ME..
DO U NOE IM JOLLY WELLB REFERING T MY OWN SISTER?
YOU DONT..
SO?
CCB KNS..DONNO DEN SPAM HERE..
U WAN SPAM AGN..WRITE UR NAME LA..
LASTLY I OSO NVA SAY I SWT OR PRETTY OR MEAN TT WAY OK?
COZ IM NVA SWT N INNOCENT..

AND U WAN ME JUMP U GO DEMO FOR ME FIRST COZ I VALUE MY LIFE TOO MUCH..
DONNO EXACTLY IM AIMING AT WAT DEN TAG..
CLJ..=.=
AND SEC1S SHUD B AT CAMP NOW..
SO TIS IS TELLING ME UR NOT SEC1..
SO WAN TAG OSO CHOOSE CORRECT TIME LA..
SHUANGSHUANG DONNO WAT THING DEN TAG..STUPID..=.=


P/S IF DERE IS AN EXTREMELY NEED FOR ME T "COMPLAIN N RELEASE ANGER"
I WILL DELETE TT TAGBOARD..
SO I WONT FIND TROUBLE FOR MYSELF RITE?
I JUST DON WAN WASTE TOO MUCH ON BOLIAO PPL..
IF U REPLY BACK T TIS POST..
I GUESSED I NOE HU U R ALRDY..
N PLZ DONT B E BOLIAO TYPE..MY BLOG CN? ._.
HAIX..=.=
HELLOS! ;D
Monday, February 9, 2009
8:14 PM
HAHAS..
guess what?!?!
okays im posting yeah! :D
well i wanna post coz i still vry pissed off..
u noe wat?
SEC1S LIKE SUCKER LIDDAT..
i dint mean my CHOIR JUNOIRS..
i mean e others..
its like YOUR ONLY SEC1?!
CAN U PLZ CONTROL URSELF?
how old nia den DAIJI here DAIJI dere..
WTF LA..
since SOOOO not happy den come TOK AGN LO?
im serious ok?
and im appeling tis t ur..
NOTE : YOUR..
delete those unknown or not hundered percent fact out of ur memories ya..
PLEASE..
LITTLE THINGS N UR MAKING IT SOOOOO BIG..
u noe wat..
i realised sth..
okays im cool = chilled wif tis type of peeps budden now i need ta tell ya..
ONLY AHLIAN KIP LIL BIT DEN DAIJI HERE N DERE..
N ACTION-MAMA-ASS FREAK IN THE PUBLIC..
yes..so u noe wat?
plz dont b so stupid..
fact : GIRLS R PRETTY IF DEY R INNOCENT N SWT..
it always works..
so what IF u regard urself as "one of e special grp" or watsoever?!
ur still a GIRL/WOMAN/LADY..
n it proves how NOT sensible u r ~
STUPID..really damn STUPID..
GOSSIP BUT DONT ACTION AND MAKE MATTER BIG AND DEN FIND DAIJI..
UR FAVE WORD HAR! DAIJI~~
AND IF YOU REALLY WANNA FIND..
GET THOSE TRUTH AND FACTS RITE..
dont ltr wanna argue back but nth t argue back..
dont b stupid kays? :D