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WED; 18'06, 9.07PM

Wednesday, June 18, 2008

9:07 PM

HA..
i actually started blogging again..
n i can see or tell i may end blogging soon?
hahas..but i REALLY have nth to do..
i dont wanna face my books..
its awful n spoils my mood..
soso..i decide to blogg again!!
hahas..
n n i suddenly no mood for ALOT of things..n i wonder why.. .__.
m i beginning to change again?
im not morphing into another thing rite?
im suppose im not going to just part my life n change into another someone rite?
ok im being ridiculous..
N n i dont wanna cry like wat for..
i always have e urge to suddenly break into tears n cry n cry till i flood whole of China?
hahas..but im STRONG ppl..so strong so free n happy tt ive become keesiao ?
like theres really sth so wrong with me..
BUT I DUNNO WAT WRONG..
n WHY i have tis urge to cry..
like wth..
i thing im werid n i cant control myself to do somethings ppl find it damn SHOCK to see..
but im suppose tis is me?
tts y im liddat?
OMG..
my eyes like tearing again..n i feel like horrible NOW?
.____.
im not sick nor tired..i noe myself..n im not like tis..
i wonder wat really work n goes inside me..soso confused..
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ok so i shall tok abt WAT happen today..
i go my YOuth Day Audition thingy..
BUT B4 TT..
i went XINXIN HSE..
n so do WENDY! [xiao yin]
n like e same usual 2days[thurs & tues] tt i went her hse oso..
for rehersal la sth liddat..
then we were e second one up..
i was like OMG la..veryVERY jing zhang leh..
then i was like looking at e floor singing..
but in e end they said its nice..hahas..but no eye contact ):
but wat can u do when u are TERRIBLY NERVOUS? chang hao jiu hao le laaaaaa xD
then e other s yi ge yi ge go n sing la..
BANDS mostly..
then i think on e 3rd band..they performed 3songs la..
they like hit e drums..play e guitars damndamn loud laaaaaaaa..
then after them e 4th band go sing e mic suddenly got prob..
then e AVA guy came running to teacher saying,,
"TEACHER! I THINK E SYSTEM BLAST!"
i was like exclaming out.." BLAST?!?!"
coz when they like tiao e guitar already got 'eakya' 'eakya' sound le la..
then i was saying "BAO ZHA LE" everytime it 'eakya'..
then so zhun he run to teacher on e forth band say system blast..
XIAO DAO WO BAO LA..
somemore when tt AVA guy run to cher he was like so gayish..hahas
thenthen they ask ppl help to carry portable pa system so e audition thingy can go on..
HAHAS..then after tt 3sec1s went up to sing n a girl i noe frm pal4 then LION..
then after him still got alot of thing n 3o'clock liao so we decided to go..
go xinxin hse find 2 more songs la n minus1 for e Guardian Angel song we are singing la..
coz they say its nice to have our voice nia.. :DD
we went to eat late lunch at e Kopitiam near xinxin hse then we go her hse la..
n we were super tired then..
ANW..we went to e Kopitiam to takeaway..
xin ordered dunno wat spicy food thingy ban mian n she said she ordered wrong..HAHA
i ordered mianxian tang [i strongly recommend :D]
eh back to wat im saying..
THERE were tis 3ahbengs..when we go in 2 turn see us..
not us la..WENDY NIA..
coz she super s3xy fbt shortshort ma..BUT I FEEL LIKE WA THEIR EYES..
HOW CAN LIDDAT LOOK AT MY FREN DE TUI? HAHAHAHAS..
i noe its nice but u all dont have so jealous rite?so look...Nn Wendy if u read tis dont angry ah..
i muz tell e whole world u are very pretty.. ((:
so we go xinxin hse SLACK...
then we keep watch music MVs n find KTV thingy..coz we need minus1 if we can find la..
BUT HARD LEHHHHHHH.. -.-
then i tired..sleep at xin sofa..then ltr pop out n sing! HAHA..zhen de xia dao ta men le..V^^
n then i came back home, eat, bathe, then sit here using com la..
JUST NOW I WAS AUDIING DE..
then my papa come in SPOT CHECK..like wth?
play audi nia wat..
he said to me once..NO AUDI AT NIGHT!!
coz i told him abt tis gaming n he heard me n my meimei say abt it lo...
then i say..OKAY!
but i find im so stupiddddddd.. .______.
then i go audi wif lisa..then he come in..zzz
so i gotta go out of audi so i come n blog lo..
my premium messenger due oso..T.T
ok nvm..
dont bother me ya :D
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so im still wondering..there muz b really sth wrong wif me.......?
i think my body is feeling emotions thingy for me but my brain wont let it..
coz im still notnot gonna have symptoms of moodswing..
AIYA NVM LA...
i end here le ba..
so~
GD NIGHT N SWEET DREAMS PPL? its gonna b 10pm sooon~
so SMILES~ ((: